Mortality

strenght to you ♥

Hashman,
Thank you, my friend, my longtime friend here on the underground.
Love you ❤️

Words often fail me at times like this, but at least I will say that I am hoping the best for you, and I do feel for you since turning 60 gave me prostate cancer.

The doctor got it out successfully but I won't take things for granted anymore, that's for sure.

Stay cool 😎, because you are awesome ❤️

oh my goodness I’m so sad to know that you have prostate cancer. You are an amazing person and I am so grateful that you and I are becoming friends. I think you are awesome. I really mean that and you’re writing is superb❤️

I will be 60 this year on September.15th, I had a heart attack on Friday just five days ago. It really puts life in perspective and I’m shocked to know that I have the balls to make the decisions I’ve had to make. I’ve been so afraid my whole life for nothing. I am completely sure and confident that I’d rather be dead than live like a fucking vegetable or on life-support or any of those things.

Thank you MS. for coming to visit me this evening and read my words.
Love you ❤️
Jackie xo

Powerful and sad, strength and life to everyone weask of te universe

Me,  Having a heart attack a few days ago really puts things in perspective, and not just the heart attack, but all of it that has led up to it. I have a lot of change to do, but regardless that’s not the point, the point is I had to make the DNR decision and I made it.
❤️ Jackie xo

Yeah, I had a heart attack Friday at 10:20 in the morning so I had to have this conversation with my daughter. It’s not as tough as I thought it would be to make the decision. So yeah, it’s been a rough couple days, feeling weak. I love you.
Jackie ❤️

Dear J,

Nothing like a medical emergency to force one into decision making. Never easy yet, this poem speaks to the courage you showed. And, in so doing you’ve helped countless others by writing and showing me we can be afraid bit there is a sense of peace or maybe, relief is a better word, of letting go. Difficult subject.  Terrific writing.
H🌷

You got that right. It’s just wild. I was so afraid for so long but now that I’m faced with it I’m not scared anymore. Just sad.
Love you, Honoria thanks for stopping by honey and leaving your thoughts.❤️
Jackie xo

Jackie, I was so sorry to hear about your heart problems. Yet hopeful to see more writing here from you as you recover. You are a star of this place in my view. And I loved your stories about the witches. They are the most magical and inspiring prose I had read in a long time. Most happy you are still here among us.

Good vibes from my heart to yours,
John

John, my brother, it’s so good to see you. I’ve loved you from day 1 ❤️😘 I hope you’re doing well. I miss you and that’s a my fault. I don’t come by your grotto much. It’s nothing personal, my dear. I do hope you know that. I will make more of an effort ☺️ I have plenty of free time on my hands now which is a good thing.
Really happy to see you tonight.
Have a good night.
With love your sister Jackie ❤️

It's remarkable how facing death can transform fear into a sense of empowerment and conviction. Your decisions about how you want to live your final moments are deeply personal and courageous.
Thank you for sharing this poignant and thought-provoking reflection.

It takes immense bravery to confront one's own mortality and make conscious choices about the end of life.

I haven’t seen you in a while. I hope you’re well and yeah, it was empowering for sure, but it was also sad. I’m linking you to the new site where everybody from Dup is going. I hope to see you there if.  
Jackie xo

Check your PM the link will be in there

I love you Jackie...

Always be strong
and never be afraid...

Big hugs...

I love you too, since the first time we met brother. I hope to see you on StarsRite.com poetry without you, our poetry community indeed would feel empty.
Jackie ❤️