Dirty Dopamine

One
I can't stop watching anal porn
fucking myself to other women
being fucked like horny dogs
some nondescript guy
burying himself deep
into her asshole

I lube up a butt plug
and slide it in
I worship the burn
while fingers and another toy
take care of my cunt
double stuffed I worship the burn
and cum to the sounds
of her orgasm

Two
He's all depravity  
and fake "we should get
to know each other"
when I know exactly
where he wants to stick it

He evokes kinks in me
I don't want to talk about
he makes shame
feel a little bit sexy
and I only pretend
I'm not seduced by his filth

Three
I take sexy photos
while trying on lingerie
in the store
and send them to my boyfriend
so I can give him a boner
while he's at work

Four
I keep imagining
my best friend naked
how it feel like to have his cock inside me
or my mouth around the hard length of him
I fuck myself to photos of us
and keep it to myself

Five
All my erotic novels
are a little bit crusted
with my cum