Submissions by EveAteRedApples
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
a postcard from hell
Your mum sent me a postcard
and really, dude, I'm not sure
what I'm supposed to do with it
so I stuck it in my junk draw
where I'll eventually forget about it
and maybe a pen will bleed ink
on the return address
It's been so long
since I even fucking thought about you
and you know, babe, none of those trips
down memory lane
give me the warm and fuzzies
The thought of you
puts me in a bad mood
my brain on high alert
my body tensing in a trigger response
at the mere idea of you potentially ...
and really, dude, I'm not sure
what I'm supposed to do with it
so I stuck it in my junk draw
where I'll eventually forget about it
and maybe a pen will bleed ink
on the return address
It's been so long
since I even fucking thought about you
and you know, babe, none of those trips
down memory lane
give me the warm and fuzzies
The thought of you
puts me in a bad mood
my brain on high alert
my body tensing in a trigger response
at the mere idea of you potentially ...
#abuse
#anger
#deception #manipulation
#deception #manipulation
52 reads
2 Comments
Slap Me
It sounds worse than it is
slap
sting
slap
sting
slap
sting
kiss me
no breath
bite my lip
feels like I'm dying
pull away
slap
sting
slap
sting
slap
sting
kiss me hard
no breathing
I die
grab my face
do it all again
-Eve-
slap
sting
slap
sting
slap
sting
kiss me
no breath
bite my lip
feels like I'm dying
pull away
slap
sting
slap
sting
slap
sting
kiss me hard
no breathing
I die
grab my face
do it all again
-Eve-
#BDSM
#dirty
#erotic
230 reads
1 Comment
Babydoll
Change my clothes
change my face
dress me up
dress me down
make me more
make me less
make beauty from my pain
I'm a doll
make me your doll
make me yours
brand me with your name
and promise you won't leave me
at the bottom of the toy box
promise you won't leave me
promise you won't leave
I am no one
I am nothing
l'm a mannequin
come break me apart
and rebuild me
into something new
something less beautiful
something less blank
something less me
...
change my face
dress me up
dress me down
make me more
make me less
make beauty from my pain
I'm a doll
make me your doll
make me yours
brand me with your name
and promise you won't leave me
at the bottom of the toy box
promise you won't leave me
promise you won't leave
I am no one
I am nothing
l'm a mannequin
come break me apart
and rebuild me
into something new
something less beautiful
something less blank
something less me
...
#BDSM
#love
#SelfDiscovery
129 reads
2 Comments
No, no, keep it in your pants
Sometimes I swear
you look at me
and think
you know what our relationship
really needs? more dysfunction
And you fuck off to la la land
like I don't exist for anything
more than eye candy
and my half of the rent
The last time you took me
on a date
you complained you spent
too much money
after you wouldn't let
me split it
because being a provider
makes you feel manly
But I gotta say
you know what's not manly?
treating your lover like
a sexual...
you look at me
and think
you know what our relationship
really needs? more dysfunction
And you fuck off to la la land
like I don't exist for anything
more than eye candy
and my half of the rent
The last time you took me
on a date
you complained you spent
too much money
after you wouldn't let
me split it
because being a provider
makes you feel manly
But I gotta say
you know what's not manly?
treating your lover like
a sexual...
#anger
#disappointment
#lover
108 reads
6 Comments
He wanted psycho bitch, but all I have left is Hello Kitty
He asked me
to shove my non-existent anger
through his vulnerability
and make him bleed
And I wanted to
I wanted to be the monster
he used to love
but I'm not that vindictive anymore
hurting hurt people doesn't
give me the same rush
it used to
I don't need to carve my pain
into his skin to know
I'm branded there
So I offered him sarcasm instead
He was expecting whips and chains
unleashed from the end of my tongue
but ended up with Avril...
to shove my non-existent anger
through his vulnerability
and make him bleed
And I wanted to
I wanted to be the monster
he used to love
but I'm not that vindictive anymore
hurting hurt people doesn't
give me the same rush
it used to
I don't need to carve my pain
into his skin to know
I'm branded there
So I offered him sarcasm instead
He was expecting whips and chains
unleashed from the end of my tongue
but ended up with Avril...
#friendship
#love
#support
119 reads
6 Comments
Dirty Dopamine

#dirty
#erotic
#lust
#porn
#sex
434 reads
10 Comments
I meant to think of you

#bisexual
#dirty
#erotic
#sex
#threesome
384 reads
2 Comments
unrequited
Your affections
are a one night stand
with unrequited love
you talk a big game, babe
but you disappear
like a post-fuck smoke
leaving nothing but memories
and the scent of you behind
I fuck myself into dreams of you
wake up with a sex toy between my legs
and the disappointment of being alone
No scalding hot shower has ever
washed away the lingering heat inside
but I still try
a pointless punishment
that leaves me wet
in too many ways
I half wish you'd never
whispered...
are a one night stand
with unrequited love
you talk a big game, babe
but you disappear
like a post-fuck smoke
leaving nothing but memories
and the scent of you behind
I fuck myself into dreams of you
wake up with a sex toy between my legs
and the disappointment of being alone
No scalding hot shower has ever
washed away the lingering heat inside
but I still try
a pointless punishment
that leaves me wet
in too many ways
I half wish you'd never
whispered...
#dirty
#erotic
#IMissYou
#sex
#UnrequitedLove
253 reads
4 Comments
crass
I like that you're romantic
that you see a better side to people
than I do
but I love messing with your world view
when I say things like
"he/she must be a really good lay
if he's still sleeping with him/her"
or
"he/she is clearly thinking
with their dick/cunt"
I love it when a 30 something
year old man thinks I'm crass
and I haven't even taken
this dirty talk to the bedroom
I know you'd call me a slut
if I asked you to
and it would make your boner twitch
but I don't...
that you see a better side to people
than I do
but I love messing with your world view
when I say things like
"he/she must be a really good lay
if he's still sleeping with him/her"
or
"he/she is clearly thinking
with their dick/cunt"
I love it when a 30 something
year old man thinks I'm crass
and I haven't even taken
this dirty talk to the bedroom
I know you'd call me a slut
if I asked you to
and it would make your boner twitch
but I don't...
#dirty
#LifeStruggles
#sex
230 reads
7 Comments
your mouth is an explosion
My blood boils
I want to punch the man
who stole your voice
and treated you
like a fuck doll
They tell us
sit still
look pretty
be open mouthed whores
with scarred knees
to remember our place
And if God is real
then we've got a fucking problem
because he gave us hot bodies
and air for brains
and threw us out
to the intellectual fuck boys
knowing they'd rape
our hearts and minds
and then tell us
it's all our fault
for being so fucking beautiful
You...
I want to punch the man
who stole your voice
and treated you
like a fuck doll
They tell us
sit still
look pretty
be open mouthed whores
with scarred knees
to remember our place
And if God is real
then we've got a fucking problem
because he gave us hot bodies
and air for brains
and threw us out
to the intellectual fuck boys
knowing they'd rape
our hearts and minds
and then tell us
it's all our fault
for being so fucking beautiful
You...
#hope
#love
#lust
208 reads
4 Comments
hey babe
Hey babe
would you mind if I went back to girls?
I'm tired of all your hard edges
of your rigid insistent body
when these days I crave
blurred lines and soft curves
to lull me to sleep
Hey babe
would you mind if I went back to girls?
and no you can't stay and watch
I'm not your personal gangbang porno
and I'm not up for being the third wheel
in another threesome
when the last one went so well
Hey babe
would you mind if I went back to girls?
forgot the stubble rash you left
between my...
would you mind if I went back to girls?
I'm tired of all your hard edges
of your rigid insistent body
when these days I crave
blurred lines and soft curves
to lull me to sleep
Hey babe
would you mind if I went back to girls?
and no you can't stay and watch
I'm not your personal gangbang porno
and I'm not up for being the third wheel
in another threesome
when the last one went so well
Hey babe
would you mind if I went back to girls?
forgot the stubble rash you left
between my...
#bisexual
#crush
#lesbian #LGBT
#lesbian #LGBT
376 reads
6 Comments
the other woman
Sometimes I think about
the woman you dated
while we were separated
Lorrie
short for Laura?
Lauren? Loretta?
I didn't ask
I think about how you
couldn't love her
how when I wanted back in
you left her heart in pieces
in the dirt
I think about her bleach blonde hair
short curvy frame
I think about her kindness
showering you in love
and gifts
though you said she talked too much
you could rarely get a word
into the conversation
I think about how you gave her...
the woman you dated
while we were separated
Lorrie
short for Laura?
Lauren? Loretta?
I didn't ask
I think about how you
couldn't love her
how when I wanted back in
you left her heart in pieces
in the dirt
I think about her bleach blonde hair
short curvy frame
I think about her kindness
showering you in love
and gifts
though you said she talked too much
you could rarely get a word
into the conversation
I think about how you gave her...
#betrayal
#breakup
#love #relationships
#love #relationships
256 reads
6 Comments
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