trouble maker

 
your adultery blasphemied inside me
corrupt of feeling I fell hard
my trust broken, cursed to walk alone
hiding my feelings
 
together with you but apart
the distance caused, was killing me
insecurities rise, in the rift  
my mouth guarded, I don't want you to see the jealousy
 
infidelity of the soul, I think you fell in love with another
my mind spins, I don't know how you could do that to me
hurt unparalleled, rose inside me
 
wondering when it happened  
was it emotional or just sex?
your ego caressed, I'm sure it felt good
my soul worries after your heart
 
this girl is a player  
she doesn't believe in being loyal to anyone
my heart grieves, that this might be what you want
but I know you, your invested thoughts
will convince you she'd love you true
 
the act very good
I've watched her in action
hateful attraction, if you became too dependent
she'd shrug you off
casting you on the side
 
my soul sinks thinking of your pain
don't feel bad I liked her too
friends, I should have known better
she is enfamous for causing problems
 
warned, I was told how she operates
now I wait for your heart to see reality
guarding my mouth and faith
deciding I love you enough to overlook this
without letting you go completely