Finally My Dream

Once, I had a dream  
That was not my own  
I tried so very hard  
To nurture the seeds that were sown  
As with all dreams  
 I woke up  
Realizing that was not my luck  
That was not my drive  
That was not at all that kept me alive  
I took a breath so deep  
That I could feel the ground  
Through the concrete on the street  
Dreams have come to me and slipped away  
I refuse to let go  
I command it to stay  
If they were not for me  
Let them believe I was in the dark  
My eyes have adjusted  
Yet they still see no spark  
You can’t do this  
You won’t do this  
Why can’t I?  
Because I am not you sis  
This is my dream  
My path, my goal  
Take that dream you gave me  
Let me see how it goes.  
For too many years, I gave daydreams away  
Too many tears flowed and did not stay  
This is the dream that came to me  
Not your fear  
Your doubt  
And let's say it  
 Jealousy  
That will not stop me from making this a reality