My Star

We were as equal as Libra, as twin as Gemini
Created of star dust, spiritually born at the same time  
Universally my blood, yin and yang to my spirit
Our healing emotionally and spiritually started the day we met  
 
Existence echoes what I did for and meant to you  
But feedback of your gifts to and for me aren't as true
The times that you tried contacting me both day and night
It seemed the last time that we spoke I just didn't sound right
 
Breaking our conversation to study or tend to a loving family
Only to finish your responsibilities and then it was back to me
Never a word out of place, nothing but a sister and a brother's love  
Your contributions to me are how I know you soar the great above
 
Sick as a dog with cancer, chemo, and MS to name a few
And there you were worrying about me and what I was going through
No one can ever know all of what we discussed it was that kinda hush
I have spoken with so many therapist that don't know half as much  
 
It was you that managed to ride my cosmic winds and calm solar flares
Yet it was you who swore that it was me that always took you there
Both taking each other to a place that we've seldom visited
Like spiritual addicts we breached space and time and revisited
 
Could blood ad made this kinship any more special than this  
Love as vast as the universe, an adopted brother missing an adopted Sis
I find myself now sitting at your window looking at your button path
There is a beauty in it's darkness which now makes the angels laugh
 
We invited each other into our secret gardens of love and trust
Although you've left me at the window alone I still feel bot of us
As I think on your beautiful spirit ever present and yet so far
My spirit has chosen you again, my Big Sis, my favorite star