To you with love

I love you
I have no guide to help me
Nothing to protect me from your storm
I felt like an idiot sitting in your car
Your face was so beautiful
I didn't think I can love anyone
I love you
Wouldn't it be great if you would love me
Maybe you would even trust me
I need you
Because life is not enough
I haven't seen you in over a year
It all came back
With the force of depression
I still felt the same
I have been thinking of you all day
I feel as though I have nothing
I am alone on the planet
I know this and it hurts too much
Maybe with you it could be different
I can't ask you to want me
I'll just have to see
I don't like rolling the dice again
It's hard to load the gun with a picture of your face
Spin the cylinder and pull
All my life it's been the lonely click