alterates

 
sadness glows and alterates
seeds of sorrow grow tines
alienate my feelings until I have none

singing in the pain I give of myself
rejected, what a paltry offering a smile
when it's genuininely given

not bidden or asked for but with open arm affection
sarcastic smiles sting
brittle and broken
they are understood
but this is not sustenance to the soul

my heart yearns
your acidic point of view burns
your heart illuminates my pmuema
growing in the elements
the gift, of seer of visions

we drift in the cosmos
the stars too bright to follow
the sun is obedient
in chaotic orbit we go
the heavy darkness alleviated only by the Father

jubilate and redeem me from the seemly
nothing is as it appears
you've gone where I can't follow

waiting for the direction to rise
awaiting your comand
at attention i keen in the open

my faith of honest repore
is worrisom to the highest
intestellar locomotion creating

yes quietly I tread so not to disturb your genius
the weight too heavy at times
Saturn's discs added to
as you break another plate