unconditionaly

 
entertaining my fathomless wholly beguiling imagination
I just got back from picking the best stars in the cosmos
I got a ring from Saturn will she take it back
if I disappoint needless point, really
you can't buy love not mine anyway

selfish me asking the stars to leave
their beautiful heaven all colors aglow
it's been some time, grieving
it will take you away to other places

the gravity of the situation has me on shakey feet
denial of self or indulgence of a vast imagination
there are no confines or restrictions
if you can think it's probable it's a truth in another dimension

beautiful caper I made it to heaven's gate to find
it's not open to the public
a domain and a dominion I've searched many places
but have not found the perfect love I've searched for

diverting pathways, I've had this feeling before
every time I try to reach the sky in love
deeper in love, why can't I keep one

stardust and wishes
not meant for me
blue and red make purple
my heart bruised
why bother when you say it's time to go
then there is the loss of another

was that the point
escorting me away in tears
up on high you reside
you see everything
have you felt each cut and slice?

you told me unconditional love from a human
would never last
set to fail by nature
or to prove me wrong
dalliances I forgive
but must you take him utterly

slow or fast my descent
and I have to wonder anew
about the rebellion in heaven
and my part in that

I seem to recall being torn
betwixt the two sides
you must feel I betrayed you
to set me up for this kind of failure

my confessions are stirring
your anger against me even now
but if I try to conceal them
you would be crueler still