wisely

 
evolving pain naturally
like childbirth builds and builds then recedes
my hurt is like that
depression is a sucker, sucking the life out of you
down on the floor crying
to get back up again
it doesn't go it becomes a dull ache

figure Eight, an infinity symbol
ice skating over my pain
frozen over anxiety
simmering way down below
fog in my mind is a relief

acute cuts and maims
brutalizes relations that can work
realism isn't helpful
when I do a hatchet job on the ego

conjure a woman who builds him up
hurtful need recognizes
some men need more than one woman
somedays it bothers
others rose-colored glasses
seeing only what I want

lothorio, you hate it when I forget
and am blindly happy
smiling at you with genuine admiration
everyone loves you

my vulnerability you covet
my grace I give to you freely
romancing the beauty of nature
jealousy, is far from me

finally, you jolt me into recognition
Vixen's vulnerability you will never have
so when you conjure my Lady Dark
you will get her claws out

a sharp tongue and much more than that
choose wisely everything I choose to forget
she has stored the knowledge
each slight and cut
affair,a fair binding

if you have fallen in love with someone else
it's time to tell me