eternity

 
hurt unfurls I'm weeping inside
my inner girl trembles
so shaken with emotion
I consider her closely
when did I become so disconnected
that my soul could be aching to this degree

without a tear

no emotions show on my face
but things are getting blue on my periphery
and my only solace is my clueless sorrow
I don't know what to do with it

seeking a love I may never experience
to be held by the immortal
in an eternal acceptance for who I am

I keen because this is unlikely
I am who I am
and I seem to be a person most people regret
the kind dark girl who you are drawn by
but not enough to keep forever