Cup of tea

     
     
     
    here's some things about me; I fantasize about that woman that's just as "carefree"; little to no judgement-friendly with ease-    
     
    understanding that she likely has more experience than me; now adays I've mostly been locked away from the rest of society-    
     
  I still have confidence- but the shyness still there; I wish she could just see that and pounce on me there....    
     
  I know that sounds selfish- and may not seem fair; but that's just what i need for my being to have pulse....    
     
I'd like a woman assertive, and naughty- not mean.... seems all the "bad" ones are occupied, and the "good" ones-too clean-    
     
and a dude like me- most of the time I just day dream; that she'd grab me up- bring fantasy to reality- from brief dialogue- to groping one's briefs....    
     
saving me from timeless misery....