If I Didnt Love You....

If I Didnt Love You.....

How could I know that
your left eye is a deeper grey
than your right with flecks
of gold around the edges..

If I didnt love you
How could I know what your breath
smells like in the morning..
and STILL kiss you

If I didnt love you

Dont you think I would've
stopped washing your clothes
after I found those 2 phone numbers
in your pockets...

If I didnt love you

I would've left you
when you told me that she was pregnant
AND I
would'nt  have stuck around as Long as I did
to help you raise some OTHER womans child

If  I didnt love you...
I would have burned then pissed
on the wedding invitation you sent
asking ME to please help you celebrate
your betrothal to that bitch you cheated
on me with...

If I didnt love you
maybe I would have told you I was pregnant
then mis-carried on the day of your wedding...
good thing I didnt go huh?

If I didnt love you
Maybe I would have spent
more time Loving myself
and now that your gone...
Loving myself is all I want
to do....
Even after you called me 2 weeks ago
to ask me for a fling...knowing your wife
is pregnant with your 2nd child.
If I didnt love you...I would have
emailed this poem to her...so she could
finaly see what a bastard you are...
But then again...
Because SHE loves you...
she probably wouldnt care.


This piece was written
for a good friend of mine
LC, hope this helps!