Zodiac perspective

         
         
         
    I believe; I am; I have; I think; I feel; I want; I scrutinize; I balance; I wish; I see; I use; I know....        
         
    I understand....        
         
         
   I believe there are realms after this one; I am more than this earthly confine; I have all that I need within; I think that we're all feeling our way through a contrast yet dark embedded creation; I feel more than I care to most of the time;          
         
I want what this realm makes nearly impossible; I scrutinize where I am pulled; I balance the best that I can despite my inconsistency alot of the time; I wish we were all immortal in an "ideal" world where suffering were an impossibility, we all genuinely got along and everyone were content with what we had and it were always enough;        
         
 I see(the big picture)- where I relate- where there's indifference and despite of it; I used to be heavily indoctrinated and weary by what ive been programmed to believe- but this earth is not a place where I identify as home unfortunately-        
 where suffering and divisiveness exist inside the "human" "bloodstream...."        
         
 I know that this is just how it is and that ultimately I don't belong here....  
   
 but I try to"make due"(if you could call it that), until it's my time....