To love or not

Cupid’s got me acting stupid, like I’m brand new, questioning what to do but I ain’t got a clue//
Second guessing every answer that she’s giving me, surely not but maybe she’s misleading me//
In  my eyes baby girl could do no wrong, but in disguise maybe she’s been disloyal all along//
Has she been creeping while I’m sleeping, God I really wanna know//
When I’m not home is she alone or got somebody on the phone//
The uncertainty is most certainly driving me insane feeling only pain//
Emotions I’m holding in, I can’t even begin to explain what they’re doing to me, they’re consuming me//
My minds refusing to see a reality without you next to me and I’m struggling//
Even tho I know it’s plain as day what needs to take place, love and affection is something you shouldn’t have to chase//
The hearts a wild beast must be why it’s placed in a rib cage!!!