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site emotional rapists - nonfiction

I read the messages          
over and over,          
laced with          
cruel delight.        
         
I mean,        
I asked for it        
         
I asked to get stabbed        
to bleed out.  
Well.          
         
Sort of        
         
He told me I was          
fucked in the head.        
That she wasn’t          
there.        
         
So I asked her if she was there.        
And honey, she was.          
         
He told her how sick it was that          
I was imagining          
that she’s existed        
         
How sick he was of me spiraling        
when he said it        
was        
all        
in        
my        
head        
         
She told me with        
pure delight        
how they talked        
every day        
         
about          
         
me        
         
         
And it took her four        
seconds to post a        
victory poem        
on their other          
site        
after she pulled my guts out        
         
It bet it made her feel alive        
         
To know he was literally        
gaslighting me          
         
about her.        
         
That’s a special kind of sick.        
         
To watch another woman          
get her ass beat        
and flick your clit        
waiting for your turn        
because          
“He really loves you.”        
         
That’s a a different brand        
of crazy,      
mean bitch          
         
But you know.        
Since I’m telling secrets        
         
she started as his wingman        
when they both came here        
two years ago        
and pretended to like me        
         
Because Betty used to be an icon        
and he wanted        
to fuck        
an icon          
         
She came along        
to make sure        
he didn’t get          
emotionally involved        
         
Then they talked          
shit about me        
when he made        
it balls deep.        
         
But.        
Legally, she’s an accomplice.      
That all makes her        
as much of an          
emotional        
rapist        
as him      
         
You know?        
I loved him        
so I let it go      
back then.      
         
Stupid me.        
         
But her funny jokes        
About the gaps?        
         
They’re on her        
         
because she’s        
his only          
option        
         
         
a man who emotionally          
abuses women without          
caring about her,        
who needs a      
source....      
and nothing else         
         
And she’s his end game:        
A woman who would        
hold another woman’s        
wrists down,        
and then cum        
on her pain        
         
         
And I think        
         
         
That’s          
         
         
Fitting        
     
 
Written by Betty
Published
Author's Note
Fuck you Nevermindthegaps and Todkski28 (same person)
Fuck you Paperstains, Lyricalli , Musically and Flerfarget (same person)

You deserve each other. Fucking snakes

Screenshot courtesy Lyricalli.
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