My Resolve- with adagio

Balled up on the cold stone floor of my cell with a
roll-out bed that gave no comfort. I sit here silently
waiting for the voice. It does not speak as much as it
used to. I know that it is upsetting that I chose this fate,
beneath the solstice of the moon’s lorry. Shackled
and chained in my johnny coat. Like a blood-stained
hematologist’s buffet disembodied in the veiled
night. Oozing nectar from my secret garden.  
 
I deserve this, don’t I deserve this from all my
deceit?  Covered in a shroud of purity. Swaying here
on bare feet. Naked and beyond the veil of the man-
made hell of innuendoes assuming. Waiting for my
penitentiary sting. I’m bad at lying. That is why I wear
a mask. I’m broken and the only thing I hide is my face
listening to the voices within these walls echoing
the woes of chastity among the choiring eunuchs
dovetailing the dead. I hear the heavy footfalls on
the stone. I know what Implement will be used,
as I know my next breath will be forced out to atone.
In this, I will bear the truth.