If You Fuck Around

I wanted to stretch my writing style a bit. I don't go down this hole often. But I wanted to see how far I could go with it. I do not mean to trigger.
 
I’ll kill you!
If you fuck around on me.
I’ll kill you!
If you get on your knees for anyone but me.
I will kill you.
Fucking  take you into a hole.
I’ll kill you.
Till the light leaves your soul.
 
I’ll grip that throat and just squeeze.
Gasping for air till you wheeze.
I’ll fucking kill you,
And relish the sight.  
I’ll kill you ,
And dance around your body in the moonlight.
 
You want to test me on this?
Go over there and see what you get.
Those innocent eye,
Are deception and lies.
I know your past.
That shit you cannot hide.
 
 
You said you want to be mine.
I tell you this,
The last bitch that was mine,
Took my kids.
 
I’ll kill you.
If you take my seed.
Make a double of me,
Then you leave.
 
I hate that I want to kill you.
Cause I know you’ll kill me.
Self-preservation is what I need.
Yet I am the only one that will die and bleed.