Discarded

Don't send me home tomorrow
Let it be a perfect day
Don't bring me all of this sorrow
By choosing to send me away

My home, hell, life's existence is no more than a cell
I'm barren, I'm waste without you and you can tell
My heart and mind are no more than empty shells
With cracks widening and spidering with every farewell

How can you feel like this and yet fear the words
My advances were met by you retreating and my heart heard
Isn't it time for our sun to rise or do we only exist at night
Am I only to exist within your caverns or will you take me to new heights

Don't send me home tomorrow
Let it be a perfect day
Don't bring me all of this sorrow
By choosing to send me away

Hahaha, you mean so much to me, you're that spark that every star needs
You're the very force within my tree of life, boo, you're the seed
Not only do we need this, the universe say that we deserve it
This desire to remain here next to you is stringer than needing a hit

Within your first of the day, your first words bring creation
My existence finds it's purpose, my heart and mind find determination
But we have and share this, this with me longing to hear words of your love
Secretly fearing the sunrise of tomorrow and becoming another that you get rid of