The Effect Of Your Randomness (again)  

  

I don't know what
the hell is wrong with me
I should know too well
not to be where I've been
you have this effect
I seldom see
because you connect
you reflect what I feel .


I've been walking
in trances , floating about
you have enhanced
the chance of forgetting doubt
but I have to tell myself
it's time to climb down
I never was anyone
and I sure am not now
I go around and around
in your orbit, eliptically
there's always more to it
than can be seen
with inner war, conflicts
it's time to redeem
swim ashore
not drift
forever at sea.