Change of tides

There have been a few Important 8n my life.
My mother, father, my children, My Wife.

I would trade everything to have yall back.
You are all in heaven, I'm slipping into hells Crack.

I hate this world, I despise the gods, me most.
Here I am flesh blood still a ghost.

From lightning, bullets, knives, bombs, I'm here.
Hanging, burned, ran over, your hate is clear.

Teary eyes to the sky we feel the same.
Billions on Earth you don't know my name.

I've been to war with the devil we know it's true.
You kept bringing to me, now the wars on you.