Phony

 
directing my positivity mixed with reality
choosing genuine kindness over the phony
it's easy to be nice if it is returned to you
 
loving people and making an effort to see the good in people
even if after a while I thought they were worthless
for the sake of peace I put it aside and walk on
 
vengeance isn't in my hands and I'm grateful
not wanting to make the call
containing my hurt when others inflict harm with the intent to
all the while smiling at my face
I allow them to think I don't see their smile doesn't reach their eyes
 
they have an agenda for pretending, a motive if you will
manipulating the situation for duckets I believe
I'm always disappointed I hold out that I'm wrong
but I've seen it enough times to know the drill
 
I'm a little fatty they think my flirting husband doesn't love me
but he does he likes my plump cunt
and my loyalty to him despite his various personality flaws
expecting lust I know how to entertain him
with a little affection shown to the prostate
gets him to come every time
 
it's sinister its in my nature but I have no hidden motives
I'm very honest with them
I love him and I'm honest with my lust for him
 
can you fault me?