Not Submissive

How can I submit to you?
When I do not know how.
I want to grab you by the throat.
Have you kneeled and bow.
I want to glide my nails across your skin.
I want to hold your cock in my hand.
The very same cock you want to put in.
I want to squeeze,
Till your eyes flutter.
Hard for you to breathe and
You begin to shutter.
I want to stick my finger in your mouth.
Watch you suck,
Until I pull out.
When you come.
It is when I say.
That is why I cannot be submissive.
Not even for today.