Kill the crush

Gotta get my emotions in check
Disengage and self reflect
It's always the same pattern
Too attached too quickly
Turned on by that sweet rejection
Fluttering emotions trapped in my skull
Truly stuck in the mantra of
"Get over it; he don't want you"
I'm trapped in this self harm loop
Listing all the reason I can't be loved
I'm addicted to that unrequited love
Crushing on people who can't return it
It's all the same... It's a safety thing
They can't hurt you if they've promised nothing
It's easier, it's easier to hurt myself
Then handle it coming from someone else
It's easy loving and loving and loving others
Because I can't seem to manage to love myself