White Walls

Locked inside a place with white walls
My mind is my own worst enemy here
No padded walls but locked doors
Nurses checking in on me every fifteen minutes
Afraid I am a danger to myself
I might self destruct in three, two, one...
Anxiety spiraling out of control
The voices in my head overwhelm my mind
My brain screaming thousands of fears at me
"You're not worth it!"
"They don't love you!"
"You messed everything up!"
"You'll never be a first responder now!"
"You lost all your friends because of me!"
Sending me reeling as I start to gasp
Help someone please help me
I must escape my mind
Please escape my mind
Please voices stop tormenting me
Help! Someone Help!
Nurses surround me saying "You're okay."
"Everything is fine, you are safe here."
Locked inside a pace with white walls
This is the safest place for me