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thought and hurt tell me I might be done finally
writing my pain and purging my delusions, it really doesn't matter now
you and your agenda seeker have defiled my sacred place

my heart has always sought a place to shelter when things got too tough
first, my mother betrayed me with no goodbye
then God proved to me there was no justice here

big tears roll down my face because all life's exits were taken away
there is no way for one like me
shattered inside my mind
my heart lying broken inside

Faith has not saved me from your other side
it was God who brought us together
what God has joined, let no man put asunder
I know baby it's not lust it's real this time

my sorrow grows with the realization
you don't care how badly you hurt me
my illusions of happiness were real enough for me
but you had to rub stuff in my face
it wasn't enough I looked away
because it seems what really turns you on is my pain

believing you love me has taken its toll
you're very capable of that when it serves you
if you really love someone else tell me
instead dragging me around as a trophy

I do not request your utter undoing from my Father
but you've laid traps for me you're going to trip in
it makes me sad I don't know how to stop loving
honesty of heart makes me less than