Not Today, Probably Not Tomorrow

I've been randomly crying  
Since yesterday,  
I have so much to do,  
But it has no choice but to wait.  
 
The waiting will cause  
Even more pain,  
As the tasks add up,  
Instead of going away.  
 
The more I understand,  
The less I want to.  
Why does the world,  
Have to be so cruel.  
 
I'm tired and lonely,  
With no one to call,  
Everyone is too busy,  
To catch me when I fall.