Four Dimensions

You live in your world of pretend
And nothing matters to you
Heartless and cruel feelings you send
And deny everything that's true
I feel like I've been here too
Down this road I travel
It doesn't matter I'm not you
As you watch my life unravel
That's what hurts my vanity
I thought we were so close
Your actions caused insanity
In ways that nobody knows
I'm running out of days to borrow
I'm left with only four
Heartache and pain filled with sorrow
Consume me more and more
Crazy thoughts all in my mind
Ideas to relieve my tensions
Suicidal tendencies I'm trying to find
Killing me in four dimensions