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Should Have Known .

You should have known
That smile you were wearing wouldn't last
That feeling of excitement you had in your stomach was A warning you refused to acknowledge.
Just a taste of the love that you yearn for
Stripped away like the paint on her nails when she changes her mind the next day ,
That high that's induced by nothing but her attention.
You should have known ,
The cinematic romance is as much a myth As dragons and elves ,
You should have known !
Your not worth her time yet alone, share her life ! The time was her charitable contribution To a broken being , a useless cunt , a fucking no body.
You should have fucking known !
You stupid useless cunt ! Get back in your hole ! Fill it in ! No one's wants To be around your ADHD soppy stupid fat dumb cunt ass!
NOBODY! NOT EVEN YOU ! YOU TRY TO BE BETTER ! STOP FUCKING TRYING ! YOUR LYING TO YOURSELF ! YOUR LYING TO EVERYONE , YOUR FEELINGS ARE FLAWD ,

I SHOULD HAVE FUCKING KNOWN !
I need to close out my socials , turn off my phone , accept my depression Lock myself in my home , I need to accept it , I'm dying alone .

Griffin Hughes
Written by u53l355 (Grifta)
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Author's Note
In my current mind sent I feel like this will be my final poem . My biggest floor is uncertainty and maybe I'll change my mind, I feel I should step away from all forms of art at the moment,  I'm do tired of being me .

Feel free to hate , I know this seems self indulged and almost attention seeking but I want to walk away from me for a while , from everything really . I hate feeling guilty for opening up. This commuinity has given me some beautiful support and amazing words but i cant help but have all this self hate and your kindness has been so much but i am feeling so fucking guilty for dropping all this shit on you all . So goodbye at least for now .
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