Should Have Known .

You should have known
That smile you were wearing wouldn't last
That feeling of excitement you had in your stomach was A warning you refused to acknowledge.
Just a taste of the love that you yearn for
Stripped away like the paint on her nails when she changes her mind the next day ,
That high that's induced by nothing but her attention.
You should have known ,
The cinematic romance is as much a myth As dragons and elves ,
You should have known !
Your not worth her time yet alone, share her life ! The time was her charitable contribution To a broken being , a useless cunt , a fucking no body.
You should have fucking known !
You stupid useless cunt ! Get back in your hole ! Fill it in ! No one's wants To be around your ADHD soppy stupid fat dumb cunt ass!
NOBODY! NOT EVEN YOU ! YOU TRY TO BE BETTER ! STOP FUCKING TRYING ! YOUR LYING TO YOURSELF ! YOUR LYING TO EVERYONE , YOUR FEELINGS ARE FLAWD ,

I SHOULD HAVE FUCKING KNOWN !
I need to close out my socials , turn off my phone , accept my depression Lock myself in my home , I need to accept it , I'm dying alone .

Griffin Hughes