Death!!

One by one,  they disappear from your life.    
Mom or dad,  husband or wife..  
Gramma or papa,  you uncle or aunt .    
You try to get thru it but at first you just can't.    
A brother or sister,  someone you adore,    
A pastor, a teacher.  The old lady next door.  
A small child ,a mentor, a lifelong friend...  
 it just keeps going an going and when does it end?  
Yeah I know that its just part of life....  
One day your married , husband n wife..  
The next yoir a widow and your all on your own.    
No reason or warning ...u wake up all alone.    
Nothing prepares you, for the hurt that you feel ...  
you keep asking yourself God is this even real?....  
 you cannot imagine the void left behind,  or the sleepless nights crying,  while losing your mind    
You've heard that this happens , that's its meant to be  
but you never once thought this could happen to me!    
And alone your left standing.... so full of hurt...picking up pieces left behind in the dirt...  
But wait this can't happen. It just cannot be true ....  
but they're gone forever and just what do u do?  
Did u say that you loved then last time that you spoke...did you try at all mending the things that u broke?  
Did they die knowing just how u feel ?.  
God will I wake up or is this really real ?  
What was the last thing to them that I said and how would I know that they'd soon be dead?  
The thing i hate worst about life is the death....  
knowing one day we'll all take out last breath .  
Leaving behind a whole lot of pain...some people hurting til they go insane.    
How do u learn to live with it all...  
Life's just a set up and in the end we all fall.    
Yes I know heaven is better then here..    
But that doesn't help the hurt or the fear    
Why can't we all just go there together.    
An live in God's kingdom forever and ever?