I dream of souls

I try not to oversexualize myself
Even though my body buys men
Currency heaven sent
Permission for a kiss they give me ten

Cheapest attention
Any girl can redemption
Men see my apprehension
Sense my tension
Know I know their intentions
Hope for dissension
But I can't pay contention
Enter a room in where only I
Am in detention

This is the most love guys can
He told me he liked me and I ran
In a muffled room with his pal
Under my shirt put their hand

Just men who adore
''Horse kicks for amore''
Boy who forces more
Calls me
A whore

He has my face in a file
While I pull the noose higher
I silence a liar
Friend of his revile
Somehow knew of my defile

Men in my life either who
Say no one is safe, men don't speak true
Or those whose
Balls are blue
And say
I'd never hurt you

To be a person with no flesh
Sometimes, I must confess
I dream of souls, more or less

Affection kindless
My body is mindless
Urges of men
Violence
I hope them blindness