Submissions by fightorflight (Disa)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Writing to show my insides
DARK POEM
Published
29th Aug 2021 10:24pm
29th Aug 2021 10:24pm
Till we meet again
Your desires worked as my night clothes
No light is bright enough to hide your shadows
I can never feel warm because you always stand close
You used me the same way as those who boiled your blood
My first was a demon, I bet you thought
But you're just like him in the eyes of a God
Your power is slipping and dropping to your feet
Look it's like you, lacking a heartbeat
It didn't take long to notice your defeat
You're a martyr who always gets mistreat
Keep saying...
No light is bright enough to hide your shadows
I can never feel warm because you always stand close
You used me the same way as those who boiled your blood
My first was a demon, I bet you thought
But you're just like him in the eyes of a God
Your power is slipping and dropping to your feet
Look it's like you, lacking a heartbeat
It didn't take long to notice your defeat
You're a martyr who always gets mistreat
Keep saying...
#abuse
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
#DomesticViolence
#fear
777 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Jun 2021 5:34pm
9th Jun 2021 5:34pm
Eye contact
#violence
#abuse
#MeToo
#suffering
#DomesticViolence
390 reads
8 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Feb 2021 10:12pm
27th Feb 2021 10:12pm
It's great to be alive
It's odd how you're past those thoughts but they're never done with you.
You always see it as an option, most propable too.
You wanna live and see and feel but you ending it soon is even more real.
I got everything I want, I'm the happiest I've ever been. So why does my brain keep reminding me
of how I used to feel?
I'm terrified of my own mind, am I ever safe? What if I'm laughing now and the next second a criminal case? Do I ever win this only-one-player race?
I try to breathe, I try to count, I try to keep my feet touching the ground. But all that can work if...
You always see it as an option, most propable too.
You wanna live and see and feel but you ending it soon is even more real.
I got everything I want, I'm the happiest I've ever been. So why does my brain keep reminding me
of how I used to feel?
I'm terrified of my own mind, am I ever safe? What if I'm laughing now and the next second a criminal case? Do I ever win this only-one-player race?
I try to breathe, I try to count, I try to keep my feet touching the ground. But all that can work if...
#suicide
291 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th Mar 2019 8:25pm
29th Mar 2019 8:25pm
Re. Still not over you
#hate
#dark
#abuse
#death
#MentalHealth
446 reads
11 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
26th Jan 2019 5:58pm
26th Jan 2019 5:58pm
Re. Evil sings last
I've found my reason to live and even bigger reason to die
This world is a lost cause, humanity has had many fucking tries
Don't look what we've become, look what we've always been
Humans are at the top because of a lunatic gene, we love to be mean
How good could ever win when bad guys get second chances
When bad guys hate kindness, they kill all the dancers
I think the real heaven is to get this shitty life done
I look at all the people and believe in none
You think you're winning, good luck for you fools
Congrats if you get to go...
This world is a lost cause, humanity has had many fucking tries
Don't look what we've become, look what we've always been
Humans are at the top because of a lunatic gene, we love to be mean
How good could ever win when bad guys get second chances
When bad guys hate kindness, they kill all the dancers
I think the real heaven is to get this shitty life done
I look at all the people and believe in none
You think you're winning, good luck for you fools
Congrats if you get to go...
#dark
#LifeStruggles
#freedom
#ignorance
#despair
511 reads
13 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
6th Jan 2019 6:29pm
6th Jan 2019 6:29pm
Re. Satan's Son
I begged you to kill me, do it tomorrow
Never had life anyways, just borrowed
This time I don't ask for your forgiveness
I tried everything but still brought you only illness
I'm unfit, I admit
I shouldn't exist, finish me, I won't resist
When I'm finally dead, you can smile when they engrave my name to the stone
My death is your own, please let my family mourn
When you watch from afar and my friends leave me to peace
Go to my grave and give me back all you once took, every piece
I burned the world for you when you were cold ...
Never had life anyways, just borrowed
This time I don't ask for your forgiveness
I tried everything but still brought you only illness
I'm unfit, I admit
I shouldn't exist, finish me, I won't resist
When I'm finally dead, you can smile when they engrave my name to the stone
My death is your own, please let my family mourn
When you watch from afar and my friends leave me to peace
Go to my grave and give me back all you once took, every piece
I burned the world for you when you were cold ...
#relationships
#abuse
#death #SelfHarm
#death #SelfHarm
858 reads
17 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
20th Dec 2018 10:15pm
20th Dec 2018 10:15pm
Re. Dead to me
Fuck your colored hair
Fuck your socks that are different pair
Fuck your ripped jeans you always happened to wear when you had no place to sleep
Fuck your attempts to not exist just to hold the peace
Fuck your naive, blue-eyed worldview
Fuck your friends you'll never be worthy to
Fuck your cries no one was going to hear
Fuck your cuts you didn't want to heal
Fuck your selfish mindset of a bubble child
Fuck your wonderland kid who never died
Fuck your underweight, undeveloped body
Fuck you believing...
Fuck your socks that are different pair
Fuck your ripped jeans you always happened to wear when you had no place to sleep
Fuck your attempts to not exist just to hold the peace
Fuck your naive, blue-eyed worldview
Fuck your friends you'll never be worthy to
Fuck your cries no one was going to hear
Fuck your cuts you didn't want to heal
Fuck your selfish mindset of a bubble child
Fuck your wonderland kid who never died
Fuck your underweight, undeveloped body
Fuck you believing...
#hate
501 reads
11 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
18th Dec 2018 6:34pm
18th Dec 2018 6:34pm
Re. End Justifies The Means
Bad fella, rarely smiled
I was still a child, even more than the last time.
Parents teach to never trust a stranger, good advice
But people who have been the worst, have been friends in disguise
See who your child is hanging around with
So maybe they'll have better stories to tell to their kids
He somehow got drinks for me and my friends, we were 14
Him there close to me felt like morphine.
Kept me drinking, till I was wasted and asked if I'll have sex with him ...
I was still a child, even more than the last time.
Parents teach to never trust a stranger, good advice
But people who have been the worst, have been friends in disguise
See who your child is hanging around with
So maybe they'll have better stories to tell to their kids
He somehow got drinks for me and my friends, we were 14
Him there close to me felt like morphine.
Kept me drinking, till I was wasted and asked if I'll have sex with him ...
#love
#marijuana
#crush
523 reads
7 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Dec 2018 9:07pm
4th Dec 2018 9:07pm
Re. Pricy
I'm saying world would be better if everyone came alive
and knew how their childhood really was, tho their parents deny
To understand why their mirror is broken inside
Yeah the blood dried and everything is oh so fucking fine
But why do you keep closing your eyes when you see family life
Don't blindly blame your parents if they really tried
Parent's don't get applied
Remember all things have both sides
But it was your parents who had to decide
Are they always gonna be there after you cried
Can they even provide ...
and knew how their childhood really was, tho their parents deny
To understand why their mirror is broken inside
Yeah the blood dried and everything is oh so fucking fine
But why do you keep closing your eyes when you see family life
Don't blindly blame your parents if they really tried
Parent's don't get applied
Remember all things have both sides
But it was your parents who had to decide
Are they always gonna be there after you cried
Can they even provide ...
#children
#parent
#family
#abuse
#MentalHealth
738 reads
7 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2018 9:24pm
2nd Dec 2018 9:24pm
Re. Monster Boy
#love
#relationships
#violence
#abuse
#PTSD
793 reads
28 Comments
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