I'm The Problem

"I should've listened to my gut" she said,    
"I knew something would go wrong" she said,    
"I shouldn't have let you come with me" she said,    
I keep second-guessing myself,    
Thinking I'm as fragile as delph,    
And she always tells me I'm not a problem,    
So what is this outcome?    
She spilled the truth, she did,    
Because I'm just a stupid little kid    
With sensory issues, that fill me with self hatred,    
I am physically fragile it seems,    
Even though I feel so strong most of the time it seems,
It's my fault, I should've assumed    
That if I went somewhere with her, the night would be doomed.