Journal Entry 11

I woke up at 5 this morning, so much to do today, I feel myself bogging down already and I haven't even started the car.
I have to take my grandma to get her a new dress, she's not one to ever buy herself something so I'm glad she's stepping out of her comfort zone a bit. I hope she feels beautiful in whatever she finds!
I got the 4 serving trays done yesterday, my friend helped me engrave the flowers at each corner.
I love her, she's so talented! As I was sitting down on the step to sand the wood slab, I happened to glance over, and there on the porch rail was this huge walking stick!
I haven't seen one of those since I was little!
I quickly scooped him up and placed him on the slab of pine I was working on, he was a fast little sucker! My friend started asking me a question about the board she was working on and when I looked back to my own he had done scurried off. Still, it was so cool to see one after all these years.
My rabbit has moved in with my dog and cat on the front porch lol. Literally every evening she hops up the steps and into the dog crate.
I even caught her wrestling with my dog yesterday, I swear that's not normal. Lol
My mom's cancer I think is progressing pretty quickly, she's angry all the time, and the things she's saying have just left me sitting thinking, my goodness, this is not my mom.
The cruelness coming out of her mouth at any given time leads me to believe the cancer is spreading. I want to tell her the change I'm noticing, but she don't even know I know she's in stage four. I worry, that's all. It's very concerning.
I mean my mom usually didn't have a filter for her opinions anyways, but this is a seriously drastic change in rhetoric.
Idk...
Well, I guess I'm gonna get busy, there's a lot to be done today, please God give me strength to survive the next few days.
Please help the broken and the lost.
Please send a miracle to my momma, she needs you now more than ever.
Thank you for mercy to wake up another day, let my heart be grateful and not complaining lol
Love,
Anna