long

 
sadness snuffs my happy days
shaded blue with clouded feelings
my storm is dangerous
it is treacherous my lows

I walk the divide
from insane and sane
it scares me how hollow I can feel

it entertains demons, my sorrow
used to the emotions that rage
I turn them into art on the page

I seek you on my periphery
I know you're here
I just can't find you today

here in my lost and found
I look through my soul's shadows
empty feelings glean my loneliness

hating the apathy
need you inside my sacredness
won't you touch me there

within my grief I long,
for your beautiful embrace