Killing myself

My soul gets stolen
By ignorant selfish intruders
The colour black
Is my uniform
The distance between us
Unravels family secrets
Has stood by me for too long
I want to break free
I need a cycle to freefall
But only the distance will give it
Molested, poored out my heart
To an foreign poor rich man
He has taken my father's place
He will not pay for anything
Apart for my brain
But he wants it raw
The raw deal goes rape
As bidders subdue the final
She lives she dies
Roll of a dice
I don't like diamonds
My friend was killed by a cop
Does this mother's luck
End
I have to run to my fortune
She raised me by paying
Everything else about her
Quivers inside me like an earthquake
You dissolve in a glass of water
It's not what it seems
But I'm going away
And I'll drink