emo bi-polar emptiness

 
enduring the plight
we suffer the indignity
we trudge through the mire
insults be damned we are who we are

it is because of the dark our tongues are sharp
thick with blood spitting disdain
I want to edify still, I'm existing in the madness

emptiness culls the hurt
escapism for the guilt
needy feelings getting the best of me
I seek to come back to the surface
break through the bleak
but I'm going through a moment

give me a minute to compose myself
I will stick my guts back in
after you eviscerate me

cationic emotions
I sit motionless until you start me spinning again
it is with a broken soul I speak to you

feelings emerge then fade
I sacrifice who I am to please
hidden in the shadows
is my brightest shine

they prefer the doppelganger
doped up antipsychotic marionette
I mime my feelings through the fog

am I getting through to you?