What’s been Lost~

So many scenarios cross through my mind as I think about you and I and who we have been. Most  certainly who we could have been.

Thinking about all the things that we have done. All the things that we dreamed of doing. This envelopes me with a sweetness, and yet a melancholy blue.  Heartache ensues.

Never being good enough to be the one. This has been very difficult in this lifetime. Being second rate, while being told that I am number one.  It’s ironic looking at this from my view.

You stood your ground. I’m so proud of you and I hope you’re happy because you will never have me in the full capacity that would’ve brought both of us the magical blend of our union.

You rationalize, while I called bullshit. As of today I set you free.🪬