Sinful addiction

I'm trying again to abandon my desire of porn.
I was able to leave porn alone for one month.
Then shit happened.
No, really what happened was i got horny.
Dick got hard all the time.
I knew i just had to blow it the fuck out of my ball sack.
The massive build up of nana juice needed to be expelled from within.
So, i began my collecting of pornography.
It didn't take long to have just enough material to fulfill my lustful desire.
It was just enough to coat the inside of the sock i blew my load into.
The thoughts of feeling shame and hating what i had done flooded all through me.
God, forgive me for my sinful lustful desires. It's all too true, the spirit is willing but my flesh is all so very weak.