papier-mâché

She is a papier-mâché work of art on the inside. No apology necessary to anyone not even herself . Glue and water and paper are much stronger materials combined with total conviction. You’re not going to break her no matter how you try . She’s a believer of one  cheering herself on everyday . It was in utter disarray she found herself to be her biggest fan . It’s not arrogance or self indulgent it’s her going from surviving to thriving . And she had realised in her fractured moments that’s what made her reassess what was truly her mess . It’s not about others but her strength was found in disregarding .She became more logical as if she was a tax return . Thoughts , opinions expectations only matter if they are hundred percent hers . Declare that and minus the expenses of other incidentals and she is the sum total of what her true worth is . Written on paper and glued to her intrinsic form . It’s fluid and she will add and deduct and amend as required and walk on with a hand bag full of paper and glue . It’s her daily reminder it’s all hers .