reach out to you

it really is a shame
that i want to reach out to you
exposing myself,
catching myself thinking about you.
it wonít change a thing,
it wonít matter.
do you think about me
the way i think about you
or do you even ignore me in your head?
i miss you,
i fucking miss you.
that way, it feels like you
donít deserve that.
and why would you?
you donít need me,
and you choose to neglect what we had.
yes, iĎm humiliated and hurt -
and iíll express that.
iĎm not afraid, and iím starting to get
that contacting you wonít change that.
sadly, you donít seem to care -
you just keep forgetting me.

and as my sight blurs,
my voice is shaking,
iím raising my hand
to wave goodbye.
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