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why

i saw you again today  
and i wanted to scream  
wanted to scratch my eyes out  
so i donít have to witness  
youíre not looking at me,  
youíre still ignoring me. †
i smelled your scent again today  
laying in bed with your hoodie on  
i want to scream †
break my nose †
so i donít have to witness  
youíre not here with me. †

iĎm done with sadness - †
i am furious,  
i am angry,  
i am hurt,  
i am disappointed. †

why the fuck did you break your promises  
the ones you swore youíd never break  
why the fuck donít you talk to me?  
why?  
why?  
why?  

i want to scream at you,  
break down. †
a sign  
so you would notice  
how bad it hurts.
Written by copingwithwords__
Published | Edited 26th Apr 2023
Author's Note
i am so broken, beyond sadness and grief. i am disappointed that i canít let this go and hate myself for wanting her to come back to me. i donít understand why she ignores me, when she keeps saying weíre going to talk. i just donít get it, and i want to snap. i just want to break down, get it all out, scream, shout, cry, i want to be so loud, so bad, that she hears it.
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