EGO DEATH "awakening of ones true self"

Shedding the layers from a once believed truth.
The blanket has fallen so nothing seems to sooth.
Truth in sight but agony steels the vision.
Fight for connection with the alienated skin.

My dear, these changes come with the seasons.
Stumbling over thoughts but cant find the reasons.
Can't know yourself, can't connect with your face.
Uncanny resistance you fight to hold your place.

Crumbling over as you try to stand.
These kind of things were not supposed to comprehend.
Your dying identity just swimming in sorrow.
Truth told me; pain is a constructor of the love that follows

I know your still in there, don't let this make you hide.
too much light only makes it seem like were blind.