I miss you

I miss you
Although I don’t show that every day
Although that you‘re gone is not always on my mind
I miss you
You know I miss the smile on your face
You know it was so similar to mine

I love you
Damn I loved you every single day
I hate myself I couldn’t show it as I should
I love you
You know what I‘d give to make it change
To see you, to hold you, just to look

I sit here in pain
Yet there are no tears on my face
I hate the feeling that you’re image‘s getting black
They‘re all moving on
But I? No I can’t
You know I’d kill myself just to get you back

I miss the times when I pushed you through the flat
Made sure your wheelchair fit every single door
I ignore the feelings that are in the back
Of my head, you’re gone too soon I was hoping for more

It’s been a long time, but I won’t talk to no one
I’ll just keep my thoughts and feelings inside
I just hope so very desperate
 and I mean it as I say it
We‘ll be sisters again in another life