Waste of time

I feel like IĎm
Yeah Iím
Just a waste of time
This life
That Iím living
Is it worth to fight?
No lie
I donít wanna be alive
This life
That Iím wasting
Is it your time?

My life
Feels stopped by the being of me
Like a feather catched mid-air
My eyes holding tears when I think about me
This life,
Caught me by surprise
I wasnít ready to be
Or maybe everything that happened
Turned this life against me
If I wasnít here 8 Billions they would still be happy

And every other sleepless night
I might have to cry
And I think about ending my life
This is the time
When my thoughts become the pressure on my shoulders
Keeping me from breathing and from walking towards
A better me
Not a make-believe
And I know that I wonít kill myself
Cause I canít
You have to understand
I feel helpless
But responsible for so many else

Yeah I feel like Iím
Really not someone to spend your time
Your life
Thereíre people out there
Who can better rhyme
Or smile
Or love
Or like
And people who donít think
That theyíre just a waste of time
Written by rainwriter
Author's Note
Ups and lows in life. Better times will come I guess. I just hope so desperately
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