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move
i want to move.
move on
move away
move further away than i thought i could
in my head i am far away
that’s why nothing changes
because i am done with home.
i am done
no energy to open up,
too much pain stored in me.
maybe it’s because they don’t know me,
but i don’t want them to know.
i don’t want a deeper connection.
and yes, i hurt you. i did, i do.
but don’t blame it all one me
move on
move away
move further away than i thought i could
in my head i am far away
that’s why nothing changes
because i am done with home.
i am done
no energy to open up,
too much pain stored in me.
maybe it’s because they don’t know me,
but i don’t want them to know.
i don’t want a deeper connection.
and yes, i hurt you. i did, i do.
but don’t blame it all one me
Published 15th Feb 2023
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16th Feb 2023 7:27am
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16th Feb 2023 10:21pm
18th Feb 2023 3:24pm
Hi Helen thanks for being here and sharing your feelings and thoughts with us. 💖🙏🏻
19th Feb 2023 8:24pm
Feeling like that is something that most people won’t understand. It seems like no one’s hearing you, everyone is judging you for feeling like that and you’re unable to breath, even unable to think. In all times our only safe home will remain our mind, it‘s the only place where we can actually decide what will hurt us and what won’t. I hear every word you’re saying here, I feel every connection you’re making. Writing might not heal us, but it makes us cope with the pain just a little better. Just don’t lose your precious mind. The time will come when every wound heals and you wear your scars with pride
19th Feb 2023 8:54pm
with your words, you just made me well up a little bit. i‘m so thankful for understanding and hearing me, coping becomes easier. <3
