LITHIUM

 LITHIUM



I’m so happy. I’m so Depressed.
Fatigued without sleep.
Exhausted I cannot achieve rest.
Wise with wisdom. Fallen a fool.
Maybe I hate you. I hate myself too.
Refuse your lies, despise the truth.
Cut the corners and blacken my eyes.

Maybe I just don’t care. I don’t care.
Dance in the street, as cars go passing by.
Hanging by a single thread of life.
It’s okay. Life is much better this way.
I’m so lonely. I’m so cold.
Talking to myself to pass the time.
As days transcends into night.
Each passing moment takes its toll.

Innocence burns away with the light.
Shadows surround me, but I am the only one there.
I don’t care.
Sick to my stomach. My health is decaying.
My essence is slowly evaporating.
Choke on the noose. Suffocating truths.
Eyes wide shut, lost my place.
Scream into the silence. Thoughts become delayed.
I don’t care. I feel alright.
Numb in my own sadistic delights.
Slip away and out of sight.
It’s okay. I feel just fine.