Again and again you give me signs Maybe I should say goodbye Nothing I can say or do matters even a little to you But I can't stop wasting my time Holding too tightly on to hope Deep down I know you'll never truly be mine
You forget I even exist And I'm tired of always feeling like shit Let go and set you free... But I can't stop loving you And wasting my time Trying so hard to make you see me Make you want me again Anything at all but nothing Nothing is all I ever get
Four offwhite crooked walls Stare back blankly as the begin to close in The air is becoming thin I can feel the lack of oxygen Heart begins to race my body trembles and shakes Darkness crushing without haste Don't look now For she is gone Swallowed up by the darkness Never again to be found.
Somber grief within my chest Be still, be still, In agony I writhe without rest Sleepless beneath the starlit sky, Midst my anguish both day and night
To be rid of all sorrows, and feel no more pain Oh grim reaper I plead, Reave this heart, that so constantly aches, End these thoughts that drive me insane Lay to rest this weary soul, Into your embrace, I let go Beneath the pale moonlightís glow
Oh night sky riddled with stars, Upon thee often I have pondered, Eyes closed I wished with all my heart In hopes and faith, I had given my all To no avail, my efforts did fall Time well wasted, In ominous darkness I've waited Agony a plenty, earnest in my gloom Accustomed to the darkness, I lie within my tomb Barren and hollow beneath the sea of stars, Still beneath the soil, coveted in the dark
Iím at an all time low, Nothing in this world makes sense anymore Cannot bear this burden any longer, Itís much worse than before Nothing can save me, This darkness has enslaved me
No more shall I try to resist, Sit back, relax, allowing insidious acts to persist Blackened poison courses through my heart and veins, Demolishing and Dissolving all of my insides away Scattered blood falls around like summer rain Surrender to the †tempting sensuous pain As it sweeps me up off my...
Nothing is so crystal clear, Right before my very eyes, I watch it all just disappear Indulge in the pain just to feel Alive on the surface, Inside Iím decaying, Irrelevant being without purpose A diagnosis, terminal darkness Ready to burn, and fall into pieces
Death whispers to me, ĎThe answer is near if you seek ití Lovely death, my soul is yours for the keeping I have died so long ago, this heart is no longer beating Malicious memories of what will never be Crimson incisions tear away at my...
11-4-12 † † † Remedy † † No matter where I go, no matter whom I am with † You are all I think about, the only thing that still makes sense † Iím falling further and faster now, Sinking oh so quick † Onward bound upon this one way trip, far too late now to abandon ship † My mind grows ever blurry, my heart continues to race, these eyes no longer see † Beyond exhaustion, I just do not give a shit † I've tried my very best, gave it my all † Never made a difference, never meant a thing or mattered at all † Drained of life,...
We danced with the devil And watched time move so slow In a world far away, a world of our own Surrounded in the shadows, but so alone Beating hearts and glazed eyes Two souls beneath the endless night Fading into madness, falling to their demise Held me tight, and placed your hand in mine Together we drowned in the darkness ----- Two lost souls Evermore entwined.