in love with a shadow

 
in the chao I choose to walk away
in isn't beneficial to stay
I hurt in the awkwardness of the moment
I don't think you care, not really

intensity matters to me
fully engaged I feel you
otherwise nothing, emptiness I feel played

feelings build then turn to ash
with words whispered in the dark
they burn my tongue with honesty and hate

I seek redemption in my faith in you
but I fear I am alone in love
your don't reciprocate my feelings in any way

instead I get games to pull the most energy from my soul
damned the day
I grieve within the ache

you arouse my fire then turn cold
I don't understand
am I so unworthy
is this my fate?