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Wish I Didn't Have A Heart
Assumptions assumptions are all around me, straight Negative no positive I see. Belittled, betrayed, abandoned and abused, why does my heart have to be misused.
In and out of what I thought was the perfect relationship and/or friendships, to be broke down like an old wrecked ship. Feeling as if I'm stuck in the middle of the freaking ocean, yeah there's certainly no healing potion.
Constantly wearing my heart on my sleeve, taking in the false embrace and everything that was said I wholeheartedly believed. My soul is drowning in these webs of deception, as my heart tries holding on to the incoming perception.
Up and down and in and out every where I turn it's assumptions floating about. I've remained calm even though the pain in my heart is piercing, I wish the pain would go away cause its cutting deep and fiercely.
Having a giving heart is a gift as well as a curse, people take it for granted and don't care about the hurt. I'm learning as the days go I must continue my part, but quiet as its kept I really wish I didn't have a heart.
©2021 Mz Poetic Prettywings
In and out of what I thought was the perfect relationship and/or friendships, to be broke down like an old wrecked ship. Feeling as if I'm stuck in the middle of the freaking ocean, yeah there's certainly no healing potion.
Constantly wearing my heart on my sleeve, taking in the false embrace and everything that was said I wholeheartedly believed. My soul is drowning in these webs of deception, as my heart tries holding on to the incoming perception.
Up and down and in and out every where I turn it's assumptions floating about. I've remained calm even though the pain in my heart is piercing, I wish the pain would go away cause its cutting deep and fiercely.
Having a giving heart is a gift as well as a curse, people take it for granted and don't care about the hurt. I'm learning as the days go I must continue my part, but quiet as its kept I really wish I didn't have a heart.
©2021 Mz Poetic Prettywings
Published 4th Nov 2022
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5th Nov 2022 3:08am
Lady when you see that much outside activity in your relationship or just concerning you it's pure jealousy. They want what you have, they dream of being you, they can't stand where they are in life vs where you are. Hahaha, sometimes you have to move even away from family, drop life long friends. You must enjoy life if you can it's so short
5th Nov 2022 4:07am
